Am i a monster..for keep you guys out...????

The secret side of me, I never let you see
I keep it caged but I can't control it
So stay away from me, the beast is ugly
I feel the rage and I just can't hold it

....(so i avoid to have something to do with you..afraid that i may shout out all the feeling and hurt both of us..)

It's scratching on the walls, in the closet, in the halls
It comes awake and I can't control it
Hiding under the bed, in my body, in my head
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?

(it's all my fault..it is??for not sharing...)

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster

(i feel like hit you and stab you...)

I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster

My secret side I keep hid under lock and key
I keep it caged but I can't control it
'Cause if I let him out he'll tear me up, break me down
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster

It's hiding in the dark, it's teeth are razor sharp
There's no escape for me, it wants my soul, it wants my heart
No one can hear me scream, maybe it's just a dream
Maybe it's inside of me, stop this monster

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I've gotta lose control, he something radical
I must confess that I feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster

Biarlah Bulan Bintang jadi Saksi...adakah berbaloi...???

Bulan sabit
Yang jatuh dipelataran
Bintang redup
Tanpa cahaya gemintang
Langkah tanpa arah
Sesat di jalan yang terang
Aku yang terlena dibuai pelukan dosa

Chorus:
Ingin pulang membalut luka hatimu
Ku pun tahu betapa pedih batinmu
Beri kesempatan atau jatuhkan hukuman
Andai maaf pun tak kau berikan

Air mata tulus jatuh di sudut bibir mu
Tak terlintas dendam di bening mata indah mu
Aku yang merasa sangat berdosa pada mu
Masih pantaskah mendampingi mu

Biar lah bulan bicara sendiri
 

Biarlah bintang kan menjadi saksi
Tak kan ku ulangi walau sampai akhir nanti
Cukup derita sampai di sini

terasa lagu nie kena dengan diri sendiri masa nie...

especially part bulan bintang jadi saksi...

i'm the black sheep....but useful when you guys need me...

JPBSM

LOST

 ...." I feel like I need someone to talk to…

I feel nothing that I want to talk about…

I want someone beside me…

I don’t know who I want to sit next to…

I want to cry…but I don’t about what…

I LOST……"

you have a perft day if...

1. WHEN THINGS GO BAD, always remember: It could be worse. 2. NEVER, NEVER GIVE UP. Keep working on your speech and your life. 3. NEVER LOSE YOUR SENSE OF HUMOR. Laugh at yourself, laugh with others. 4. STEM DEPRESSION by thinking of, reaching out to and helping others. 5. DO UNTO OTHERS as you would have them do unto you. 6. PRAY, not for God to cure you but to help you help yourself.

salah sape..

it kind weird when it came to feeling...

i don't know whose fault it is...

but for me..it all my fault..does it???

i kind miss olds time...but kind hate it...

all the feeling mix up...between anger, sad, confuse, all the angry, madness, sad, revenge,
crazy, loneliness, bull shit... all gets away....like they gets wing..... now..i feel like i want to knock my own life out....

ine y terpendam..

kenape ade manusia y bongek tahap gaban y leh buat mcm tu..???
geram gler.....
dia pilih org lain tp bila dia dah xde choice baru datang ke kite...kan ke bogok tu..

fuck you,bitch,asshole